Chemistry

I believe there are different types of chemistry that people experience. Most more common and others are rare that you sometimes here in stories or in movies (basically fantasy). well we're going to stray away from the common mutual attractions and talk about the rare phenomena of an attraction that can mentally fuck you up cause you have never felt this type of electricity for someone ever. I'm talking about the type of feeling where it felt like your heart did flips and your stomach caught butterflies and your head spinning at the same time but there was nothing nauseous about my symptoms...yea yea i know it sounds like some lust or puppy love but it wasn't...I've felt lust and I've felt puppy love. the more i was around him the more ecstatic i became this was someone who i could easily see myself with for a long time. You have to be careful when you come face to face with this type of chemistry cause you can get lost in this fantasy of feelings and reality creeps in and hits you like a ton of bricks see chemistry like this i see has to fight to stay together cause for some odd reason attraction like this real raw feelings always runs into trouble always...sometimes the past comes in and fights its way back in and sometimes they lose and in this case they win. what i can say our chemistry is still there even though we dont talk anymore i still feel you eventhough you will never read this I still think about you I know you think about me eventhough we only had little time together you know we could have been something great....the way we felt about each other was scary even though we really never told each other how we really felt i knew. Maybe one day we'll meet again when the time is right and be happy again.

Shit that get on my nerves....

whats the point of being with someone and you know you can't
handle that person's personality. You claim you listen but you don't. You claim you
understand but you don't. You believe that maybe later down the months of the relationship
when the person gets comfortable you could try to change that person why?? Find someone who fits the quality that first before you even waste your time trying to change someone who probably wasn't right for you to begin with. If you knew from the beginning that the person was too bold, too emotional, too assertive, etc etc then LET THEM GO why waste your time with them in the first place casue if you met this person that way from the jump 9 times out of 10 they arent going to change cause you say so. *news flash people* You cant change a person, its up to them to change themselves if they felt it was needed. It doesnt matter how much shit you put up with or do for that person if that person doesnt see the what you do for them don't throw it in there faces just let them go it wasnt worth it. I believe ppl put themsleves in drama just because they need something to talk about with there friends God forbid you get in a relationship that worth SOMETHING.